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I need to rant here, cause it's the only place I actually somewhat use a journal. Today I think I just ruined my friendship with one of my best friends.... I care for her deeply but I think that just all collapsed due to my own line of thinking. My self destructive personality shines yet again. Woofuckinghoo'.

I'm not going into the exact details cause only 2 or 3 of you that read this actually know my friends. Plus if she finds this I don't think she'll be too happy about me mentioning her name here.

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
-Komm Susser Tod


Adding those lyrics make it look like I'm suicidal. I'm not. Don't worry. I'm just pissed at myself. My own death would do nothing but complicate everything and make me sad cause then I would know it's impossible to attend my own funerial. Plus I don't have my deathbed jokebook written for yet. I hope you remember that thing <_< >_>




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'I'll sketch for you, then you sketch for others thing', and now I'm apart of it.


10 Requests, keep'm somewhat simple

1. Basil for 10% done
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If you get a sketch out of this, copy it to your journal. Or be a sneaky nin and don't. It's really up to you. I'm afraid this chain isn't threatening anything. I'd love to say "If you have me do a sketch for you, you better put something like this in your journal, or you'll get herpies from every lover you ever had and become a leper and whenever a body part falls off it'll be on live television with speakers in every home so you can hear them laugh at you'




My friends...



A baby seal walks into a club...